Al-Anon Family Group - Al-Anon Family Group

cdb · cdb

Thank you so much for your prayers. I do pray for you every night. My HP is being good to me :) I feel blessed to have all of you as I feel we learn from each other. Since it is after 5 am, I will take tomorrow to get caught up on the posts and reply :) My mom seems to be worsening but two people here gave me hope about...

Karilynn · Karilynn

Hi roomies, Just wanted to share some good news about my A. Most of you know that after his current relapse, he (operative word, he with my full support) decided that he would be better off in a halfway house. Well today he has moved out of the halfway house into assisted living. He shares an apartmen...

rosie light shines · rosie light shines

Days of Healing Days of Joy by Earnie Larsen and Carol Larsen Hegarty, Daily Meditations for Adult Children Many of us are afraid of the wounded child living within us. We are afraid of remembering too much, afraid of feeling overwhelmed, afraid of the rage that will be stirred up. But in...

Diva · Diva

I read again and again how I can overcome my anger and resentment, and that I must realize that the anger and resentment is not caused by the A in my life. Well, what about the serene life I led for all those years before he showed up? I can not look at this and rationally conclude that I am causing my own unhap...

bob6502 · bob6502

Group Conscience Meeting Agenda - November 2, 2005 I apologize to everyone for not doing this the night before. My only excuse is that I have been very tired and very busy cleaning up the very tired mistakes I did cause I was very tired...teehee!! Anyway...here is the meeting...

Satori · Satori

Since I have been On-line it has been a wonderful experience to see the many ways that we express ourselves and let each of us know we are not alone in any step of Al-Anon, to include our first step in the "door." Poetry has been used in my meetings and in these postings, which is a wonde...

kitty · kitty

In second grade when I was 7 years old, many things happened in my life... among the many, one time my mother looked at me & sd, "you look so beautiful when you cry". (& pls don't get me wrong, I have forgiven her for these words & have dealt with this &/or maybe still dealing...

Briarpatch · Briarpatch

I feel so alone most of the time. I do all the financial stuff in our home because my husband won't do it. He would rather just drink. He's a functioning A and it drives me nuts. I'm so angry. I don't let him drive the kids in the evening and I know he hides the booze in his truck. I just cringe when he touches me....

Lauren ashley · Lauren ashley

Seventh Day Slumber - Caroline From the album Once Upon A Shattered Life Where do I begin, there’s so much I want to say to make it easier Tomorrows on its way, do you believe I want to take your painful memories I know you want to run away I know that you can’t see tomorrow Chorus: Caroline let me wipe away...

Barbara · Barbara

and didnt ask (of course) and he invited another friend too! Now Im looking for somewhere to take DS for dinner!

marmare · marmare

Okay, I have applied for a new job! The commute would be 15 minutes, compared to 60 minutes, it's a union job with benefits. Please say a prayer, my mom hasn't been feeling well, and the new job would be 1 mile from her house. Thanks Hugs Mary

Feather · Feather

Hi All! I have been lurking in the background here for a little while, reading all the great info and seeing bits of my life in your posts. I decided it was time to say Hi!

A little of my story - I have been married to my A for 17 years, in our early years I did not see the signs of alcoholism, I may be a...

Diane43 · Diane43

Hi everyone, I broke it off tonite with this guy I had been seeing as I can't stand the rollercoaster

any longer. I have been so full of anxiety, fear, loneliness for the past year and I have had enough. He had given me so much hope, told me to be patient, and that there would be a time fo...

gknee · gknee

the Hospital Window Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talk...

kitty · kitty

John Bradshaw, a recovering alcoholic did a series on the Dysfunctional Family - I watched the video over & over. He explained that how in a dysfunctional family each member is "like a piece hanging off of a mobile" & if one gets spinning or bumped - the whole family feels the waves... ...

jj · jj

Yesterday we got our first snow fall. This morning when I got up and the sun was comming up the snow was so beautiful!!! What is good is that it is not too cold which makes it even nicer!!! I was not looking forward to winter but today made it a bit easier to appreciate it for the beauty!! JJ:smi...

tullemars · tullemars

My A was removed from the house last Month and seems to be doing very well in her program. She has been in and out of programs for 2 years but this is the first time she has been removed from the home. We care for each other very much and are not looking to divorce. We have Four kids and and we both love the...

Lauren ashley · Lauren ashley

It’s Never Good Enough Whatever I do is never good enough for you You expect too much out of me I’m not a little kid anymore You’re getting to me slowly I feel your presence lingering around It’s weird now Lauren-ash You a...

nancyfrances · nancyfrances

I am new to this website as of a few minutes ago. Very neat and helpful. I have been married for 18 years to what I had considered first to be an recreational drinker. (I am also the child of a major alcoholic). Our marriage is on the rocks and he doesn't see that his recreational...

hudsond · hudsond

Things have been going well. My A has been sober for almost 4 weeks. It has been really nice. We are doing things together and as a family, and it is fun. But yesterday I found myself very sad and depressed feeling. I don't understand why. I have been trying to work on my s...

taddy · taddy

Hello, My son has been an addict since the age of 14 (there is alcoholism on both sides of his family). He's now 21. He's been in rehab, through years of counseling, joined the navy, got kicked out, worked, just started college and is failing. There's always an excuse - the teacher is stupid, the navy i...

Barbara · Barbara

who doesnt own a car? Im mad enough that DH needs to drive 20mins each way to pickup/bring home his friend twice a wk but there is no way I want this guy sleeping at my house on a regular basis! Im feeling that if I leave DHs booze alone (not mix with water) that DH will be getting drunk faster and there won...

Barbara · Barbara

Who has read this book? What did you think? I received it today from the library. Seems like an easy read - hoping it helps. Also received "The Courage to Change" but I think that will be harder to get through.

rosie light shines · rosie light shines

Honesty is stronger medicine than sympathy, which may console but often conceals. --Gretel Ehrlich We owe our brothers and sisters in this program our honest feedback. And we need the same honesty from them. There are times in meetings when it would be easiest to give someone sympathy and priva...

jj · jj

My hubby out of the blue Saturday Morning stated that his needs that I did not meet were being satisfied by some one no names mentioned. I was stunned!!! I didn't react just turned arround and continued on with what I was doing. I didn't really have much time to think about it until late Sund...

ESH · ESH

OK, while trying to figure out how to login to the meeting in progress, I probably disturbed those in the morning "meeting room" today... if so, I apologize. I cannot figure out for the life of me how to log on as ESH. The danged thing keeps telling me that I am giving an erroneous, command or...

sunny1 · sunny1

So I wonder, am I the only person out there that is not greatful for what they have? I am so busy trying to be the ring leader and the person who has to have it her way. That I am not satisfied with what I have and am always looking in the windows of everyone else thinking I want what they have.&nbs...

Lauren ashley · Lauren ashley

What is wrong with the world? There is violence in the world People shooting each other, Parents beating their kids Prostitutes standing at the corner Children having no one to turn to The world is going insane Kids now have to deal with the world and...

Kim · Kim

So, I didn't even make it 24 hours. Gave in to my anger and called my A to pick a fight aboutthe bills. Why? I don't know. Because I sometimes can't help myself in giving in to the anger. It's not the bills I'm angry about. It's his relapse and my lack of control over his addiction. But any excuse to arg...

mxxmom · mxxmom

Hello - I have a 20 yr. old son who is an alcoholic. He's been using/drinking since he was about 15 & I fear at this rate he does not have many years left. It's a long story & one you've probably heard many times before...but suffice it to say that nothing, not Rehab/AA/NA/etc...

Dolphin123 · Dolphin123

Hello My Dear And Very Much Loved Friends, Well I am still not sure what is going on as for my marriage. He came home, but isn't really speaking to me. He is also sleeping on the couch. It is hard to know if there isn't any communication. I am just going to wait until he is ready. That is all I can do. Well, tha...

chrissy · chrissy

well my a is doing so well

he is going to work every day ,going to his meetings and going home every night. i was going to surprise him and meet him for lunch but he asked me to come & i told him i was going to surprise you and he was so happy. last week he bought an air mattress an...

Ratchie · Ratchie

Today was my counseling session, and my therapist gave me some paperwork on setting boundaries. Ouch, that hurt! I realized in reading thru the list that I have let a LOT of these things go down in my life. And as "Canadianguy" pointed out in reply to my last post, my A hasn't r...

kissers · kissers

Hi everyone! Sometimes I have difficulty comprehending the 12 steps, so this evening I bought a book by Abraham J. Twerski, M.D. called "Waking Up Just In Time". It has Charlie Brown on the front cover.

I am reading Step 2 and read something that really hit me over the head. It said that some people...

megan · megan

Hello roomies As some of you know I am going through a divorce. I am married for 14 years to an alcoholic. The last 3 when he did not work, drank 24/7 and was emotionally abusive and controlling SHEER HELL Yesterday I paid bills. I realized I had only a few checks left. I calle...

david62 · david62

Come one come all...Tonight is the monthly business meeting for MIP Al-anon group. Time: 6:00pm Central time (I leave you to do the conversion to your applicable time zone

) Place: The Chat Room Attire: Casual Hope to see you there.....! David:smil...

kitty · kitty

Yeah, (rosie) I know saying "never" or "always" are a little crazy. I would love to find someone *special* to share myself with. Ppl just seem to change when they get married to each other - it's bizarre. I would love to think it is a possibility (marriage), someday, who knows. ...

Layla · Layla

Hi, I am new here and to Alanon. I am 52 years old and about 5 months into a new relationship with a man who I have known since I was 15. We lost touch with each other when we were 18 and about 3 years ago started emailing each other and talking on the phone. Even though I grew up in a...

Lauren ashley · Lauren ashley

ummmm i feel soo lost and alone... I feel as if I am just one person in the huge world. All I see is a dark tunnel, and no light shining through. I know I am alive on the outside because I am breathing, but my inside is dead..... My Own Life Living a lie is how I live Trust no one...

Barbara · Barbara

As Ive said before Ive been pouring out DHs vodka for about 10yrs now and replacing it with water. Ive been told not to do this. However, Im afraid of what he'll be like if I dont! He does appear to get drunker when the vodka isnt diluted. But maybe this is how he needs to be to realize he needs to get better?...

Satori · Satori

I spent a tremendous amount of downtime given to me by a lack of electricity for days from Hurricane Wilma to work Step One, Step Two, Step Three, and Step Four on something that started off quite simply with something I said to myself during the hurricane. As some of you know, I am a storm tracke...

gknee · gknee

Hi all- Just bouncing some more thoughts out here for you to give me your 2cents on. I am so happy to have you people in my life to air this stuff out with. As I ranted yesterday, my A husband has been lying to me about use of pot again..(what else is new) We have been in marriage counseling for the pas...

leo · leo

Hi everyone update on the Melbourne Cup horse race in Australia. Makybe Diva did it again 3 years in a row. She is just a beautiful horse and the nation has fallen in love with her. Just as we have our Diva on the board who is made of inner strength so too is this horse. Sorry for th...

notsonew1111 · notsonew1111

today i am very angry. my a brought to my attention that when he went out a week ago he went into his savings and speant all the car insurance money for this months payment. so he went to his grandmother who is the most loving christian i have ever met. so basically she is paying for his crack habit. he admitt...

gknee · gknee

this is just a continued rant from my last post. Abbyral made a great comment--stop expecting and start accepting. I CAN"T. I just cannot accept the idea that this is a hopeless situation. I have seen improvements--in both him and myself and our family dynamics. but I'd be lying if I said that i don't ex...

Kim · Kim

Has anyone seen that movie? Bill Murray reliving the same day over and over. This is how I feel. I just keep going back to the same day. Here I am October 31st and I might as well go back to August 15th...September 12th (my A's last two relapses). Back to the scene of the crime. Back to the "no call rule".&nbs...

princess433 · princess433

Once again, I am feeling like crap. Today someone asked me what my biggest fear was, and it really made me think. I would have to say that my biggest fear is being like my mother. Isnt that horrible? Everyday I live life just worrieng if I am going to be like her. If I am going to make the same mistakes tha...

kismetstrand · kismetstrand

I was listening to an excerpt from a speaker tape on relationships, and the speaker was speaking of that question "how do I trust them?" What this speaker said really hit me. He started off by saying, you just do it. Then he started expanding... he spoke of those who get suspicious a...

Kim · Kim

Hello all: Yesterday: sad. Today: angry. I love the bevy of emotions I can feel in a matter of hours. Yesterday, after much conversation about my husband's recent relapse, many tears from him (a first) on how he "can't get it" and me trying to stay "together" and non-reactive, I finally just d...

bdswamp · bdswamp

Hi all, Nice to have a place like this to turn to. I have been married 18 yrs. I have drank my share in times passed,but not anymore. I live with an alcoholic who doesn't want to get sober. I am 43 yrs. old and have already had cancer. I want to keep healthy so it never returns. My body is...

gardengal · gardengal

"One day at a time"--------- Alcoholics who have found AA are constantly reminded that they need only to stay sober "one day at a time". Today, for them as far for us, is the key word. The ancient Persian poet Omar says " Unborn tomorrow and dead Yesterday, Why fret about them if today be s...

rosie light shines · rosie light shines

Food Is Not Love With our heads, we know that food is not the same thing as love. When this fact sinks into our emotions, we are released from our obsession with food. In order to reach this point of emotional development, we need to abstain physically from compulsive overeating. As long as we are ph...

FreeOfTheBottle · FreeOfTheBottle

I got this in an email and it really hit home on how I need to feel about myself. I wanted to share it with ya'll and hope the words help lift you up like they did me. FOTB BEGINNING TODAY I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. On...

Picowitch · Picowitch

Check out my pumpkin I carved all by myself. I rock!!!

Diane43 · Diane43

Hi, Good morning everyone and Happy Halloween! I have been attending al anon meetings both online and face to face. I have this issue of not trusting this man I have been seeing. He is an active drinker and I wonder at times if he is truthful with me. He told me the other day a wom...

nycbt · nycbt

I am still on step one. I was asking him if he was staying home today not like last night where he took off. I don't know why I do it however I do it. I am working a little at a time on detachment. Like I went a while today without calling him. If he does leave tonight I will try my hardest not to call him. Or a...

Kim · Kim

God, it's so predictable. Just when I am fighting with myself not to call....after he tells me to call when i'm ready, he just couldn't take it and he called. Twice. The third time I picked up the phone. I had to ask, "why..why are you calling me, please respect the boundary of giving me some space....

gknee · gknee

Hi Everybody- Been busy making Halloween costumes and working--not reading and posting as much as I'd like. My questions for all of you for today-- How do you handle lying? I told my A that honesty was my only real boundary. If he uses, he uses--that is his choice BUT don't sneak and lie and pl...

Jeannie · Jeannie

I have been reading posts and talking and doing so much thinking. As always the thinking makes me ask more questions. Did I seperate from my husband in an attempt to get him to stop drinking? In all honesty yes. I love him so much and do not want to end my marriage. I have tried accepting it, and livin...

Ratchie · Ratchie

Hi friends, October is at its end... I survived month one without A in house! But there has been so much emotion, so much happening that I have mixed emotions. I had hoped that by now there would be some progress on his part. But I think that rather than him realizing he's los...

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	Hello friends :) (Preview) Thank you so much for your prayers. I do pray for you every night. My HP is being good to me :) I feel blessed to have all of you as I feel we learn from each other. Since it is after 5 am, I will take tomorrow to get caught up on the posts and reply :) My mom seems to be worsening but two people here gave me hope about...	cdb	6	584	Nov 3, 2005 by cdb
	One step closer! (Preview) Hi roomies, Just wanted to share some good news about my A. Most of you know that after his current relapse, he (operative word, he with my full support) decided that he would be better off in a halfway house. Well today he has moved out of the halfway house into assisted living. He shares an apartmen...	Karilynn	5	630	Nov 3, 2005 by hudsond
	meet my IC....BOTH of them!!!! (Preview) Days of Healing Days of Joy by Earnie Larsen and Carol Larsen Hegarty, Daily Meditations for Adult Children Many of us are afraid of the wounded child living within us. We are afraid of remembering too much, afraid of feeling overwhelmed, afraid of the rage that will be stirred up. But in...	rosie light shines	1	578	Nov 3, 2005 by Karilynn
	I have to admit...sometimes I wonder... (Preview) I read again and again how I can overcome my anger and resentment, and that I must realize that the anger and resentment is not caused by the A in my life. Well, what about the serene life I led for all those years before he showed up? I can not look at this and rationally conclude that I am causing my own unhap...	Diva	15	914	Nov 3, 2005 by Diva
	Group Conscience Meeting Agenda- November 2 (Preview) Group Conscience Meeting Agenda - November 2, 2005 I apologize to everyone for not doing this the night before. My only excuse is that I have been very tired and very busy cleaning up the very tired mistakes I did cause I was very tired...teehee!! Anyway...here is the meeting...	bob6502	2	585	Nov 3, 2005 by DanaAngel
	A New View... (Preview) Since I have been On-line it has been a wonderful experience to see the many ways that we express ourselves and let each of us know we are not alone in any step of Al-Anon, to include our first step in the "door." Poetry has been used in my meetings and in these postings, which is a wonde...	Satori	3	654	Nov 3, 2005 by leo
	A Hurt Child Fights Back (Preview) In second grade when I was 7 years old, many things happened in my life... among the many, one time my mother looked at me & sd, "you look so beautiful when you cry". (& pls don't get me wrong, I have forgiven her for these words & have dealt with this &/or maybe still dealing...	kitty	6	589	Nov 3, 2005 by Lauren ashley
	Any trick to not being angry? (Preview) I feel so alone most of the time. I do all the financial stuff in our home because my husband won't do it. He would rather just drink. He's a functioning A and it drives me nuts. I'm so angry. I don't let him drive the kids in the evening and I know he hides the booze in his truck. I just cringe when he touches me....	Briarpatch	9	742	Nov 2, 2005 by kissers
	my song (Preview) Seventh Day Slumber - Caroline From the album Once Upon A Shattered Life Where do I begin, there’s so much I want to say to make it easier Tomorrows on its way, do you believe I want to take your painful memories I know you want to run away I know that you can’t see tomorrow Chorus: Caroline let me wipe away...	Lauren ashley	1	534	Nov 2, 2005 by kissers
	OMG! He invited his drinking buddy for Thanksgiving! (Preview) and didnt ask (of course) and he invited another friend too! Now Im looking for somewhere to take DS for dinner!	Barbara	3	570	Nov 2, 2005 by Karilynn
	The Power of Prayer (Preview) Okay, I have applied for a new job! The commute would be 15 minutes, compared to 60 minutes, it's a union job with benefits. Please say a prayer, my mom hasn't been feeling well, and the new job would be 1 mile from her house. Thanks Hugs Mary	marmare	6	576	Nov 2, 2005 by Karilynn
	Just wanted to say Hi! (Preview) Hi All! I have been lurking in the background here for a little while, reading all the great info and seeing bits of my life in your posts. I decided it was time to say Hi! A little of my story - I have been married to my A for 17 years, in our early years I did not see the signs of alcoholism, I may be a...	Feather	8	844	Nov 2, 2005 by Feather
	Broke it off (Preview) Hi everyone, I broke it off tonite with this guy I had been seeing as I can't stand the rollercoaster any longer. I have been so full of anxiety, fear, loneliness for the past year and I have had enough. He had given me so much hope, told me to be patient, and that there would be a time fo...	Diane43	8	654	Nov 2, 2005 by kitty
	this made my day (Preview) the Hospital Window Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talk...	gknee	5	566	Nov 2, 2005 by Karilynn
	emotional enmeshment (Preview) John Bradshaw, a recovering alcoholic did a series on the Dysfunctional Family - I watched the video over & over. He explained that how in a dysfunctional family each member is "like a piece hanging off of a mobile" & if one gets spinning or bumped - the whole family feels the waves... ...	kitty	3	3900	Nov 2, 2005 by kitty
	Snow!! (Preview) Yesterday we got our first snow fall. This morning when I got up and the sun was comming up the snow was so beautiful!!! What is good is that it is not too cold which makes it even nicer!!! I was not looking forward to winter but today made it a bit easier to appreciate it for the beauty!! JJ:smi...	jj	3	527	Nov 2, 2005 by Karilynn
	Question please (Preview) My A was removed from the house last Month and seems to be doing very well in her program. She has been in and out of programs for 2 years but this is the first time she has been removed from the home. We care for each other very much and are not looking to divorce. We have Four kids and and we both love the...	tullemars	3	855	Nov 2, 2005 by abbyal
	more of my dark poems (Preview) It’s Never Good Enough Whatever I do is never good enough for you You expect too much out of me I’m not a little kid anymore You’re getting to me slowly I feel your presence lingering around It’s weird now Lauren-ash You a...	Lauren ashley	1	525	Nov 2, 2005 by megan
	What is alcoholism - what are the signs. (Preview) I am new to this website as of a few minutes ago. Very neat and helpful. I have been married for 18 years to what I had considered first to be an recreational drinker. (I am also the child of a major alcoholic). Our marriage is on the rocks and he doesn't see that his recreational...	nancyfrances	5	647	Nov 2, 2005 by nancyfrances
	Not sure what to feel (Preview) Things have been going well. My A has been sober for almost 4 weeks. It has been really nice. We are doing things together and as a family, and it is fun. But yesterday I found myself very sad and depressed feeling. I don't understand why. I have been trying to work on my s...	hudsond	3	609	Nov 2, 2005 by hudsond
	New - Please Help (Preview) Hello, My son has been an addict since the age of 14 (there is alcoholism on both sides of his family). He's now 21. He's been in rehab, through years of counseling, joined the navy, got kicked out, worked, just started college and is failing. There's always an excuse - the teacher is stupid, the navy i...	taddy	3	616	Nov 2, 2005 by canadianguy
	what can i do about DHs drinking buddy? (Preview) who doesnt own a car? Im mad enough that DH needs to drive 20mins each way to pickup/bring home his friend twice a wk but there is no way I want this guy sleeping at my house on a regular basis! Im feeling that if I leave DHs booze alone (not mix with water) that DH will be getting drunk faster and there won...	Barbara	5	623	Nov 2, 2005 by rosie light shines
	"Getting Them Sober - you can help!" (Preview) Who has read this book? What did you think? I received it today from the library. Seems like an easy read - hoping it helps. Also received "The Courage to Change" but I think that will be harder to get through.	Barbara	10	1911	Nov 2, 2005 by Diane43
	honesty or sympathy???? (Preview) *Honesty is stronger medicine than sympathy, which may console but often conceals. --Gretel Ehrlich* We owe our brothers and sisters in this program our honest feedback. And we need the same honesty from them. There are times in meetings when it would be easiest to give someone sympathy and priva...	rosie light shines	1	1665	Nov 2, 2005 by megan
	manipulation at its worst (Preview) My hubby out of the blue Saturday Morning stated that his needs that I did not meet were being satisfied by some one no names mentioned. I was stunned!!! I didn't react just turned arround and continued on with what I was doing. I didn't really have much time to think about it until late Sund...	jj	7	707	Nov 2, 2005 by TLC2
	Ugh! ESH cannot figure out chatroom. Bleh! (Preview) OK, while trying to figure out how to login to the meeting in progress, I probably disturbed those in the morning "meeting room" today... if so, I apologize. I cannot figure out for the life of me how to log on as ESH. The danged thing keeps telling me that I am giving an erroneous, command or...	ESH	6	652	Nov 2, 2005 by shimo
	Stuck in Reverse (Preview) So I wonder, am I the only person out there that is not greatful for what they have? I am so busy trying to be the ring leader and the person who has to have it her way. That I am not satisfied with what I have and am always looking in the windows of everyone else thinking I want what they have.&nbs...	sunny1	3	596	Nov 2, 2005 by Satori
	more of my pathetic poems (Preview) What is wrong with the world? There is violence in the world People shooting each other, Parents beating their kids Prostitutes standing at the corner Children having no one to turn to The world is going insane Kids now have to deal with the world and...	Lauren ashley	5	2120	Nov 2, 2005 by kitty
	allowing myself to give to to anger. (Preview) So, I didn't even make it 24 hours. Gave in to my anger and called my A to pick a fight aboutthe bills. Why? I don't know. Because I sometimes can't help myself in giving in to the anger. It's not the bills I'm angry about. It's his relapse and my lack of control over his addiction. But any excuse to arg...	Kim	2	778	Nov 2, 2005 by Diane43
	Faced with kicking son out (Preview) Hello - I have a 20 yr. old son who is an alcoholic. He's been using/drinking since he was about 15 & I fear at this rate he does not have many years left. It's a long story & one you've probably heard many times before...but suffice it to say that nothing, not Rehab/AA/NA/etc...	mxxmom	12	909	Nov 2, 2005 by Jeannie
	I think my marriage is over II (Preview) Hello My Dear And Very Much Loved Friends, Well I am still not sure what is going on as for my marriage. He came home, but isn't really speaking to me. He is also sleeping on the couch. It is hard to know if there isn't any communication. I am just going to wait until he is ready. That is all I can do. Well, tha...	Dolphin123	4	970	Nov 2, 2005 by Jeannie
	he is getting better :) but i am going nuts:( (Preview) well my a is doing so well he is going to work every day ,going to his meetings and going home every night. i was going to surprise him and meet him for lunch but he asked me to come & i told him i was going to surprise you and he was so happy. last week he bought an air mattress an...	chrissy	6	719	Nov 2, 2005 by Jeannie
	When You Give Up Your Boundaries (Preview) Today was my counseling session, and my therapist gave me some paperwork on setting boundaries. Ouch, that hurt! I realized in reading thru the list that I have let a LOT of these things go down in my life. And as "Canadianguy" pointed out in reply to my last post, my A hasn't r...	Ratchie	5	576	Nov 2, 2005 by WakingUp
	Awesome Book on 12 Steps (Preview) Hi everyone! Sometimes I have difficulty comprehending the 12 steps, so this evening I bought a book by Abraham J. Twerski, M.D. called "Waking Up Just In Time". It has Charlie Brown on the front cover. I am reading Step 2 and read something that really hit me over the head. It said that some people...	kissers	3	586	Nov 2, 2005 by brakkenk
	Financial deceit (Preview) Hello roomies As some of you know I am going through a divorce. I am married for 14 years to an alcoholic. The last 3 when he did not work, drank 24/7 and was emotionally abusive and controlling SHEER HELL Yesterday I paid bills. I realized I had only a few checks left. I calle...	megan	13	842	Nov 2, 2005 by dogscribe
	Nov Business Mtg (Preview) Come one come all...Tonight is the monthly business meeting for MIP Al-anon group. Time: 6:00pm Central time (I leave you to do the conversion to your applicable time zone ) Place: The Chat Room Attire: Casual Hope to see you there.....! David:smil...	david62	1	533	Nov 2, 2005 by megan
	opportunity for growth (Preview) Yeah, (rosie) I know saying "never" or "always" are a little crazy. I would love to find someone special to share myself with. Ppl just seem to change when they get married to each other - it's bizarre. I would love to think it is a possibility (marriage), someday, who knows. ...	kitty	4	570	Nov 2, 2005 by leo
	New here and to Alanon (Preview) Hi, I am new here and to Alanon. I am 52 years old and about 5 months into a new relationship with a man who I have known since I was 15. We lost touch with each other when we were 18 and about 3 years ago started emailing each other and talking on the phone. Even though I grew up in a...	Layla	5	828	Nov 2, 2005 by leo
	I live in my own dark little world.... with no light around me (Preview) ummmm i feel soo lost and alone... I feel as if I am just one person in the huge world. All I see is a dark tunnel, and no light shining through. I know I am alive on the outside because I am breathing, but my inside is dead..... My Own Life Living a lie is how I live Trust no one...	Lauren ashley	3	817	Nov 2, 2005 by leo
	does life need to get worse before it gets better? (Preview) As Ive said before Ive been pouring out DHs vodka for about 10yrs now and replacing it with water. Ive been told not to do this. However, Im afraid of what he'll be like if I dont! He does appear to get drunker when the vodka isnt diluted. But maybe this is how he needs to be to realize he needs to get better?...	Barbara	5	623	Nov 2, 2005 by Satori
	Survived Wilma...and then some. (Preview) I spent a tremendous amount of downtime given to me by a lack of electricity for days from Hurricane Wilma to work Step One, Step Two, Step Three, and Step Four on something that started off quite simply with something I said to myself during the hurricane. As some of you know, I am a storm tracke...	Satori	2	898	Nov 2, 2005 by jj
	the "experiment" (Preview) Hi all- Just bouncing some more thoughts out here for you to give me your 2cents on. I am so happy to have you people in my life to air this stuff out with. As I ranted yesterday, my A husband has been lying to me about use of pot again..(what else is new) We have been in marriage counseling for the pas...	gknee	4	1168	Nov 1, 2005 by UncleLou
	Go The Diva (Preview) Hi everyone update on the Melbourne Cup horse race in Australia. Makybe Diva did it again 3 years in a row. She is just a beautiful horse and the nation has fallen in love with her. Just as we have our Diva on the board who is made of inner strength so too is this horse. Sorry for th...	leo	2	751	Nov 1, 2005 by Karilynn
	angry about the past (Preview) today i am very angry. my a brought to my attention that when he went out a week ago he went into his savings and speant all the car insurance money for this months payment. so he went to his grandmother who is the most loving christian i have ever met. so basically she is paying for his crack habit. he admitt...	notsonew1111	1	571	Nov 1, 2005 by Maria123
	stop expecting?? (Preview) this is just a continued rant from my last post. Abbyral made a great comment--stop expecting and start accepting. I CAN"T. I just cannot accept the idea that this is a hopeless situation. I have seen improvements--in both him and myself and our family dynamics. but I'd be lying if I said that i don't ex...	gknee	7	1013	Nov 1, 2005 by nancyfrances
	Groundhog Day (Preview) Has anyone seen that movie? Bill Murray reliving the same day over and over. This is how I feel. I just keep going back to the same day. Here I am October 31st and I might as well go back to August 15th...September 12th (my A's last two relapses). Back to the scene of the crime. Back to the "no call rule".&nbs...	Kim	6	882	Nov 1, 2005 by gknee
	hey people :( (Preview) Once again, I am feeling like crap. Today someone asked me what my biggest fear was, and it really made me think. I would have to say that my biggest fear is being like my mother. Isnt that horrible? Everyday I live life just worrieng if I am going to be like her. If I am going to make the same mistakes tha...	princess433	8	910	Nov 1, 2005 by pixel04
	On Trust (Preview) I was listening to an excerpt from a speaker tape on relationships, and the speaker was speaking of that question "how do I trust them?" What this speaker said really hit me. He started off by saying, you just do it. Then he started expanding... he spoke of those who get suspicious a...	kismetstrand	6	867	Nov 1, 2005 by rosie light shines
	I am angry and feeling used (Preview) Hello all: Yesterday: sad. Today: angry. I love the bevy of emotions I can feel in a matter of hours. Yesterday, after much conversation about my husband's recent relapse, many tears from him (a first) on how he "can't get it" and me trying to stay "together" and non-reactive, I finally just d...	Kim	5	951	Nov 1, 2005 by KathyS
	New here (Preview) Hi all, Nice to have a place like this to turn to. I have been married 18 yrs. I have drank my share in times passed,but not anymore. I live with an alcoholic who doesn't want to get sober. I am 43 yrs. old and have already had cancer. I want to keep healthy so it never returns. My body is...	bdswamp	4	855	Nov 1, 2005 by rosie light shines
	STARTING TODAY...... (Preview) "One day at a time"--------- Alcoholics who have found AA are constantly reminded that they need only to stay sober "one day at a time". Today, for them as far for us, is the key word. The ancient Persian poet Omar says " Unborn tomorrow and dead Yesterday, Why fret about them if today be s...	gardengal	5	872	Nov 1, 2005 by rosie light shines
	food AINT love!!!! (Preview) Food Is Not Love With our heads, we know that food is not the same thing as love. When this fact sinks into our emotions, we are released from our obsession with food. In order to reach this point of emotional development, we need to abstain physically from compulsive overeating. As long as we are ph...	rosie light shines	0	733	Nov 1, 2005 by rosie light shines
	Beginning Today (Preview) I got this in an email and it really hit home on how I need to feel about myself. I wanted to share it with ya'll and hope the words help lift you up like they did me. FOTB BEGINNING TODAY I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. On...	FreeOfTheBottle	5	570	Nov 1, 2005 by Dolphin123
	Soo Proud of My Lantern (Preview) Check out my pumpkin I carved all by myself. I rock!!!	Picowitch	7	651	Nov 1, 2005 by flumpy
	Trust is so difficult for me (Preview) Hi, Good morning everyone and Happy Halloween! I have been attending al anon meetings both online and face to face. I have this issue of not trusting this man I have been seeing. He is an active drinker and I wonder at times if he is truthful with me. He told me the other day a wom...	Diane43	4	574	Nov 1, 2005 by Diane43
	I am still on step one (Preview) I am still on step one. I was asking him if he was staying home today not like last night where he took off. I don't know why I do it however I do it. I am working a little at a time on detachment. Like I went a while today without calling him. If he does leave tonight I will try my hardest not to call him. Or a...	nycbt	8	910	Nov 1, 2005 by gardengal
	after he told me to call when I was ready..he calls. (Preview) God, it's so predictable. Just when I am fighting with myself not to call....after he tells me to call when i'm ready, he just couldn't take it and he called. Twice. The third time I picked up the phone. I had to ask, "why..why are you calling me, please respect the boundary of giving me some space....	Kim	6	807	Nov 1, 2005 by UncleLou
	Questions for all of you (Preview) Hi Everybody- Been busy making Halloween costumes and working--not reading and posting as much as I'd like. My questions for all of you for today-- How do you handle lying? I told my A that honesty was my only real boundary. If he uses, he uses--that is his choice BUT don't sneak and lie and pl...	gknee	12	986	Nov 1, 2005 by kitty
	I am manipulative (Preview) I have been reading posts and talking and doing so much thinking. As always the thinking makes me ask more questions. Did I seperate from my husband in an attempt to get him to stop drinking? In all honesty yes. I love him so much and do not want to end my marriage. I have tried accepting it, and livin...	Jeannie	7	776	Oct 31, 2005 by canadianguy
	Month 1 (Preview) Hi friends, October is at its end... I survived month one without A in house! But there has been so much emotion, so much happening that I have mixed emotions. I had hoped that by now there would be some progress on his part. But I think that rather than him realizing he's los...	Ratchie	8	648	Oct 31, 2005 by canadianguy
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