it is now midnite and he isnt home yet,he started drinking very early this morning{10am}my daughter and i left to go set up for a yard sale that we were having that was down the road at a friends car sale busniness,around 1;30 he shows up and nocticed that his bike helmet was gone wanted to know where the money was for it{acually my son in law has the helmet}cause it cost 100.00 7 months ago i said i have it and i only sold it for 30.00{but i really didnt lol}i told him that it was money that bought it and i am keeping it so i can put gas in my car and get food for the week..he goes what i dont get any money from yhis yard sale..i said NO..then he says im going to lowes to buy a saw{by the way he was drunk}i told him dont spend all of it cause you r going to need gas for work cause im not giving you money for gas and make sure you have money to buy your lunch stuff cause im not..he got mad and said i know how i rate..and then he says guess what i won 200.00 from a lottery scatch off so again i told him to not spend it all well.he has been gone all day.

since we got home from the yard sale it has been so peaceful with him gone,i dont care where he is..my daughter and i left here to go to wally world to get tp and a few other things we needed and we went to the bars that he goes to{well we went by them}and i didnt see his truck so with the 300.00 he has in his pocket i know he has drinking it up plus i bet he is using some of it for crack,cause he was no where to found..if i could afford it i would leave right now to go to ny,well acually i can afford it but we have to wait till my son in law gets his w2s from work so he can do his taxes so they have money to go north and help pay for the u-haul and gas...MY AH is going to very upset when he finds out that im not giving him money to go back and forth to work this or to buy his cigs..im just so glad that i took him off my insurance and made him get his own for his truck..that way i dont get in trouble...her in florida if someone gets stopped for a dwi or dui they go to jail and the owner and main insurance holder will be fined and could lose thier license too along with losing thier insurance.....i have alot to do to get ready for this move,packing and everything..thank god my daughter and son in law have a lock on thier bedroom door cause that is where alot of my stuff im packing is going so he dont notice it..sorry this is so long  i will up date ya later