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and felt better. I called my regular dentist who said, for petes sake get in here NOW.
so he and his great staff helped me out, did not charge me for the visit or xrays, so my bill was very low and I can make it in four payments!!! hp is good...
I know I have been a pill. Being in pain is a drag. but everything is so much better.
I wrote A a horrible letter then did not send it. I thought this morn, what is the most loving thing to do? And realized it was give it all to hp.
Jehovah reminded me, that being married to an unbeliever I need to be the person I am, kind, forgiving and by my actions it could turn my A around.
NO I am not going to contact him at all. I do not feel the same about him at all. It is back to the same o thing. Which is really healthy.
The way I felt was making me be like him. I am not like that.
So today was good, was fun to come home not in so much pain and love on everyone and not feel angry anymore.
Plus I got home and had a great email from another alanoner from here. We have been writing for years now. He is doing so well. That made me feel good.
Well my bed mates are staring at me... time to lift up lard dog butts up to my bed and crawl in to my tiny space on the edge... lol
I too woke up and realized after yesterday.....that I have sliped back into some bad behaviors, but I think the worst one is.....that something is wrong with me...that he wouldn't act that way if I were not acting this way....(does that make sense?) It's not me!!!! I am going through the natural process of grieving my mother's passing, it has only been 1 month....I am sorting and packing her stuff.....I am touching some things for the last time....it is painful and that's okay.....my A was trying to convince me that I am nuts.....I'm not nuts I am human.....I am back to repeating....Let go Let God......I know he will take care of me......and my A.
I am so glad to hear you are feeling better and not in so much pain. You deserve a good life and a happy one.
I felt so bad with what you were going through with A and then feeling physically miserable... that was a double whammy! Now healthier times will prevail, spiritually, emotional and physical.
You are a positive, honest, and loving person at heart. I wish you so much more health in your life!
Glad you are feeling better. Being in pain makes me a pain, too. I have been suffering a lot of tendonitis in my hands and arm, and my feet ache constantly from standing 10-12 hours at work per day, plus Saturdays. I feel myself getting short-tempered when I don't feel good. Most people do, I think.
Glad you got into the DDS. He sounds like a nice one.
I had to laugh about the lard dog's butt! Poor doggies!
I am so so glad that you took care of yourself. I am also glad your dentist worked with you. I am sure this process will take you to a place where you do not feel so much grief but at this time its perfectly natural you do.
