Hello nmike, I thought about what you said. Not sure as my head and lungs are all clogged up. ug

I have given it to hp big time. If I hadn't I would be curled up in a ball in a corner. really would.

What I am doing is the footwork, hp will give the outcome. My friend who married us, neat older man is a judge. He told me it was time to call in a missing persons report.

Also ya see, they could id him but there is no way to find anyone connected to him. This way, if they id him and have a print, I am on file to call.

So if he ended up in the hospital I would know it. I hope.

oh probably last early winter I got this crap, whatever it is. Lasted 9 weeks. I guess it is the same, bronchiatis with asthma complications.

Urgent care here is very nice. Not much they could do but diagnose, but at least it is not pneumonia yet. I already have all the meds I need that don't work. Viruses you can only treat the symtoms.

My neighbors know I am sick and one is a internist.

I am taking care of me, but appreciate the reminders. N mike you know it is so hard when you are sick and feverish to handle much. Plus 25 years ago July 24th is when my first husband died. to have had the last communication with my A H on that same day really is horrible.

I suppose one could not help but be afraid, to a point, as to the future uno?

My hp never leaves me, never. If the sky fell down on me I would just kneel and have faith and take whatever, knowing my eternal life was secure.

I love how you all are supportive and make me think.

I don't want to be alone but don't want to give this to anyone. I called my adoptive mom,(she adopted me after my mother died in 2000) it was nice to hear her talking. hp sent me her I tell ya.

well this squeaky breathing lady better go. love and hugs, debilyn