I know there are people on here who have much bigger problems than I have. It helps me to talk about what happened over the weekend. I had my son this weekend so when my A is drunk around my son it hurts me terribly and I feel like I'm in the middle of everything. Anyway, my A came home later on Sat. from working so he didn't start drinking until around 2:30. I thought it was going to be a pretty easy day. I took my son to a movie later in the day. The A was invited to go with but as usual, he declined because he can't drink in the movie theatre so he won't go. My A took the alcoholic neighbor lady (who is in her 60's) with him to another friend's house. They were still gone when I got back from the movies with my son. When he came home, he was stumbling drunk, red eyed, and stupid looking. He DROVE like that. Within three short hours he was completely plowed and so was the neighbor. Since he doesn't remember anything he says or does when he's drunk, I take advantage of it and tell him that he said my son could do this or do that, whatever. I know it's wrong, but it's my little revenge thing. The next day, he was all hung over and started bitching at my son for using a space heater. It was cold in the house. I told him he said it was okay the night before and he can't go back on his word. He doesn't even question whether or not he really said that! He can't remember anything and just seems to accept it. I can someone go through life saying things and not remembering it and not being horrified by that??? So Sunday started off with the hungover A bitching and complaining that he has "no authority". I told him I can't respect someone who drinks like he does. He started drinking at 10am on Sunday morning! I'm so tired of this and now I think I'm getting sick too. Just needed to vent...