The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Every morning when I wake up, I have a little ritual I do. I think about the twenty four hours ahead. Before I begin, I ask God to direct my thinking. Then, I read from the ODAAT. I'm in AA also so I read their daily reader. Then, I pick a word from my god-box - this morning it was Depression. Luckily, I don't have any today, but I have on occasion suffered from depression. Maybe it's been raining for a couple weeks and I haven't seen the sun for that long and everything is just bleh and I don't want to do anything except sleep all day and then a little light comes on and I wonder am I depressed? As soon as I put a label to how I'm feeling, I begin to see the solution. I force myself to get up, to do some housework or walk to the store or go to a meeting, when we were able to go to meetings, and the depression just slips away.
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Not all my days are priceless, but none of them are worthless, anymore.
I.have had major depression my whole life. I am on medication. I also go to therapy
I.am grateful to have treatment right now
I would certainly.confirm untreated it is deadly. I have had friends who.committed suicide. I have enough to deal with just with the depression so I work pretty hard these days to make my life simole. The simpler the better
Maresie
Lovely share and awesome way to start the day! I am a big believer in routines for me. I can 'spin in the wind' without routines and that's rarely a good way for me to start the day...when life pulls me away from my routine, I adapt reasonably better than I used to but I sure do miss my chosen morning process....it always feel good to return and I believe that adding routines to my days has greatly improved my quality of life, sanity and serenity!
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene