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hi everyone. yesterday i wrote about how i didnt have expectations of my a picking me up from work. well, before i even got to work we had a talk. he admitted to me that he was making empty promises again and was just depressed and wanted to be with me. i could tell he just wasnt serious about getting sober. so we agreed now is not the time to come home. i have not spoken to him since he dropped me off at work yesterday afternoon. this makes me sad but i know its better for me to have some time away from him. i dont know what will happen between us. we will just see waht tomorrow brings. today was a me day. i went tanning, then shopping, then cleaned house and had a good work out. i feel great. i will go to work tomorrow then go tanning again and get to my f2f tomorrow night. i feel good and im looking good. thanks to all of you for helping me to see how important i am and how wonderful self care can be. i will enjoy this moment because i know i wont always feel good but what matters is that i do right now. take care everyone. :)
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stay in the now...dont look forward, dont look back....your life is what you make of it
You keep amazing me with your progress :) What an inspiration you are that working the program does work. Way to take care of you! cdb xoxoxoxoxoxo ((((((((nsn)))))
Sounds like you had a great day!! You are right doing what we need to do one day at a time will help us remember Easy Does It when the hurtful days roll around again. Take care,
Twinmom~
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"The people who don't mind matter and the people who mind, don't matter". (Dr. Seuss)
thanks so much for that update. I am all too familiar wiith that dull ache of realizing something good is not meant to be at the time...BUT it pales in comparison to feeling strong and not allowing your soul to pussyfoot around with someone else's shortcomings. GOOD for you. It could have been so much more emotionally draining for you,but in all your self realization(work) you seem to have saved yourself a headache or two.All right.
