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Am I alone in this? My AH is still convinced that he doesn't have diabetes which I may be able to accept but he says that he doesn't eat sugar at all or better yet he has been saying that since he hasn't been eating sugar, he can see himself as to not having sugar at all. Just every chance he gets. He is fooling himself when I see he is in denial.
But that is enough of that. Basically what he does is none of my business really.
I am doing very well. My procedure went well but it has been a week & I am still having these new floaters. I am going to see my optometrist tomorrow for a one week checkup but I think there is little or nothing he can do at this point.
Tomorrow is another day but I am uncomfortable to say the least. Sometimes I wish tomorrow would never come but as I see it it has to come eventually. I wish that time would go faster. I wish time would slow down. I am so conflicted. I just need to work my program--the Program of Al anon.
So, I am struggling but not as much as before. The waiting is the hardest part. I just want to jump out of my skin sometimes. Is anyone getting this? I don't even know if I am.
On & on I go spinning my wheels hoping that I can find answers. I don't even know if I can figure out the questions. Silly but true.
(((Kathleen))) One day at a time, trusting HP, placing principles above personalities I am able to keep showing up. Glad to see you here and sharing. Remember to take many deep breaths.
(((Kathleen))) - positive thoughts and prayers sent to you from my part of this world!! Hang in there!
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene
I will say prayers that your sight will come back to you and all will be well soon. ((( hugs )))
My SO does have Diabetes but in his case he will not try and make it better. He continues to take more insulin trying to combat the high blood sugar but will not change his diet or lose any weight. His feet are getting worse and worse and I'm watching a dead man walking. It's sad to watch them and fear for their health. I guess it take a real health scare to make them see the light.
Take care and we are listening ((( hugs )))
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Lord, put your arm around my shoulder and your hand over my mouth
Speak only when you feel that your words are better than your silence.
