Hello all, It has been quite a while. The reason, i am on a journey, geographically, mentally, spiritually! So know i want to share with you what i have learned so far, especially with those who hang in that moment where we think life will never be good again. It will! I have been through mental abuse with my A, physically I have put myself through a lot of hardships....exactly one year ago, life had started to develop into a nightmare! I was down, even down under. Desperate, whiny, helpless, dependent, belittled, doubting, confused, full of fears and anxieties. I now believe, maybe it had to go through this to learn some lessons.... To know how good it feels to live in the truth. Detaching has since then been a not so difficult concept. Actually a peacebringing one.

i just found out that ex A got married. And i am feeling good, not bad not bad at all.

which means i must have done some good work in the past year, on that journey. it has been a hell of a trip.... Because i am feeling good today.... And not too much affected.... Or even maybe not at all...drama is over...i  mean, it's obviously going on, but I am watching it from afar, like a movie, and i finally feel like switching channel...or kick TV out entireöy of my life.

be good, do good. 

Go on, it's possible love!