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Then on Sunday went to the mall with my husband. Then later on that day my girlfriend called wanted to go to red loster. I said ok. I sent up the computer for the game for my husband. The girl the whole time was complaning about her the guy she was with. I waswi th her all day intil the early morning. She picked up her son and was bad mouthing the father in front of him. He is five. When I went to the movies and I was missing my husband. I said to myself how am i going to be away from my husband for the weekend.
On Monday my sister wanted to go to the mall and she told me someone else was coming. He the story with my sister. She is married for 6 or 7 yrs. Her husband has told her he is no longer happy. My sister has 4 kids three with him. He has sleep with two people the past couple of month. He has this one girl that he wouldn't want to give his girlfriend up. So my sister is trying to be nice to his girlfriend. She wanted to go and it was very uncomfortable not to say anything to this girl and what she is doing to my sister. I didn't say anything I was there for moral support. It wasn't good having to keep all that inside. It put me in a bad mental places. Then I start arguing with my husband. For a second I actually thought of cutting. I haven't got that way in a while.
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Hey everyone watch me grow. I go thru good & bad times. each day i am getting stronger.
So sorry about your weekend! I hope this week goes well and maybe you can find some positive things to replace all the negative--I hope it is also something obvious so you can look at it and hey that's something great! Sometimes it feels like the negative is all over us and we have to dig for positives. I just hope you can feel some peace this week.
