Morning Family~ I just re discovered this board the last few days, and I am so grateful for each and every one of you.  It is through this program that I found peace and serenity, and a new way of life. However, like anything it truly is a choice. I feel as good or bad as I choose to feel. Nothing good comes easy! I was slipping a tad the last few weeks, and I know where I have to go to get right. AWARENESS, what a beautiful thang! Just like they say the AA program messes with the alcoholics drinking adventures after awreness...My program messes with my crazy train trips I "knowingly" jump on these days. At least before I was clueless, kinda blind to my part...Today I am AWARE. I know where I'm headed before I jump on,but never the less,ticket in hand,off I go...BUT the best part is I can change my path,and I know it. There is a better way, and I have lived it. So, spending some time here this last week has been a true blessing,one of many...Glad to be here, and for today I'm back on track...My choice~ Thanks for listening~ Carla