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well my a told me today he will probably have a drink well he is out, even though a week ago he went to an addictions counsellor and made the desicion to quit drinking? huh? i know i cant make him drink. i know im not the cause of it and i cant control it but im not willing to live with this desease in my life anymore. so i told him if he makes that desicion to drink i dont want to be with him anymore because eventually that one drink will turn into another binge and i end up getting hurt. so now im just waiting to see if he comes home or not and smelling like booze, then i will do what i need to do. im not feeling very well right now, just tired weak etc. hoping this isnt another breakdown starting. just trying to breathe and stay calm. there is nothing i can do but stay here for the meeting. ty for all your support
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stay in the now...dont look forward, dont look back....your life is what you make of it
I'm sorry to hear you are going through this, know you are not alone. I am suffering through similar things right now. I think it's wonderful that you are expressing your needs to him and making decisions for your own wellbeing.
