The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
It is so windy here today. I come from a very windy place, but recently moved away. I have been feeling very lonesome, but not able to go home.
As I sit here I suddenly hear the rush of the wind through a small crack in my office window. (How blessed I am that I have a window, never mind one that can Crack Open.)
I couldn't get home, and God knows how lonesome my heart is, so he brought what he could to me. Thanks God!!
Aron
Oh, and thanks all for your prayers. I feel the need to go home and cuddle with my hubby, before he starts to drink tonight. I need to fill that void, and can only change the things I can... I can't change that he is not able to cuddle before bed, but I can change when I want to cuddle
Someone once said to me that windy days are the spirits of our loved ones keeping us company no matter where we are. Never quite understood that until a few years ago. I love to cuddle with my A, active or not. My idea of a perfect night is my A sleeping on one side of me with his arms around me snoring, and our cat cuddle next to me purring. No place on earth I'd rather be.
What a smart woman you are. Good for you for adapting and changing with the times. I'm proud of you.
Live strong, Karilynn
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