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Those are beautiful as maria said. I think it is amazing you choose to place your thoughts in poems, and not act on them. Thoughts are thoughts they are only that, and thinking them is one thing doing them is another. That is very theraputic to write poetry to get your thoughts out and that is what you are doing, kind of like journaling in a different way. I think they are great and sad at the same time. I thank you for sharing so much of your personal thoughts with us. I am so glad you are writing it is excellent! It gets it out of your head I think your very talented . Keep it up It also takes alot of courage to post such deep, personal and scary thoughts. You chose to do something good with your thoughts and you havent acted on them since you are still here. I am so glad you didnt take your life. The world would be missing something truly would. Hang in there Lauren. And again thank you. I think you are very courageous at your age and all you have been through to come and seek help for yourself and be so very open with all of us. You keep doing what you do best. writing. Dont ever let anyone tell you who you are. Take good care
kerry
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Your poems are absolutley beautiful and so heart felt. You are able to put into words what others only feel inside. That is a real talent. Have you every considered getting your poetry published? Honestly, that is how good it is. Keep on sharing
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~*I trust my Higher Power that I am exactly where I am supposed to be in my life today.*~
I think your very talented . Keep it up 
It also takes alot of courage to post such deep, personal and scary thoughts. You chose to do something good with your thoughts and you havent acted on them since you are still here. I am so glad you didnt take your life. The world would be missing something truly would. Hang in there Lauren. And again thank you. I think you are very courageous at your age and all you have been through to come and seek help for yourself and be so very open with all of us. You keep doing what you do best.