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Read this its my poems


Can You Feel My Pain?


 


 


I’m in my room lying on my bed


There are so many thoughts running through my head


I wipe the tears running down


I ask God why and frown


I go to my drawer and get the knife


God’s tells me please don’t take your life


I shut the door and close my eyes


Suddenly the knife is deep inside


With all the blood streaming down


I cry to God to please take my life


And then I drown


 


 


 


 


Lauren-Ashley


 


 


 


 


Darkness Surrounds Me


 


 


I sit here in complete darkness


Not a word is spoken


Silence is serene


I can hear the music of my heart


I am alive, but totally dead on the inside


Dark and dreary I am


I smile, but not of joy, but of pain


For my world is insane


I laugh because I cannot cry


All that runs through my head is the word goodbye


My pain has sucked the life out of me and now I’m ready to die


Then I sigh


No breathing, no sound


 


 


Lauren-Ashley


 


 


 


Crimson Red


 


Sweet crimson red


Being near to you makes the world look so dead


The pillow covering me… I gasp for air


Suddenly everything is bare


I am not living


My heart is drowning


 


 


Lauren- Ashley


 


 


 


 



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Lauren you need to find some good in your life!! and soon!!!  You are too vibrant of a gal to think this way.  There are other ways to ask for help.  You are very articulate and capable of talking out your problems here or with counselors.  Lets turn that talent into a poem of a butterfly spreading it's wings.


Josey



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yeah josey but its easier said than done. I am soo wrapped up in this dark world and cannot get out. I am going to therapy. I do write "good" poems to. I just want to kind of let it out soo write all the bad and get tired of it and heal...


 


lauren~



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Thank you for sharing this with us, such openess.


Much Love



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Lauren,


Hi my name is Julie.  I remember being where you are when I was about sixteen.  But I want to tell you just how brave you are.  For me I turned to drugs and alcohol for comfort.  And i am so proud of you for finding a safe place to open up and also for helping yourself in therapy.  Sometimes people do not understand depression in that it can envelope you in a blanket of pain and you literally cannot get yourself out from underneath it.  A child with your past has a lot to carry and you are doing the right thing by letting it out and finding help.  That is strength and wisdom beyond your years and I applaud you.  You are stronger than you know.  And I am praying for peace for you.  Thank you so much for sharing so honestly.


With love, Julie



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lauren you share / write your little heart out.....that is the beginning of healing...i know, becuz i did it too.........hugs/ rosie

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