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Lauren you need to find some good in your life!! and soon!!! You are too vibrant of a gal to think this way. There are other ways to ask for help. You are very articulate and capable of talking out your problems here or with counselors. Lets turn that talent into a poem of a butterfly spreading it's wings.
Josey
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Julianne - It's best to move on. You cannot look back in anger in life. It's too short
yeah josey but its easier said than done. I am soo wrapped up in this dark world and cannot get out. I am going to therapy. I do write "good" poems to. I just want to kind of let it out soo write all the bad and get tired of it and heal...
lauren~
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~life is like a box of chocolates you never know whatcha gonna get~
Hi my name is Julie. I remember being where you are when I was about sixteen. But I want to tell you just how brave you are. For me I turned to drugs and alcohol for comfort. And i am so proud of you for finding a safe place to open up and also for helping yourself in therapy. Sometimes people do not understand depression in that it can envelope you in a blanket of pain and you literally cannot get yourself out from underneath it. A child with your past has a lot to carry and you are doing the right thing by letting it out and finding help. That is strength and wisdom beyond your years and I applaud you. You are stronger than you know. And I am praying for peace for you. Thank you so much for sharing so honestly.