The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Hello Lauren! Welcome to MIP! I read all three of your posts and will reply to 2 of them.
First..this poem is outstanding! I felt your pain jsut reading it. Taht makes you a great writer. When ithe author can cause the reader to feel what theya re feeling. Keep up your writing!
Wow, thank you for sharing the poem. When things get to be too much for us, writing them down is releasing and healthy.
As far as the last line, if you ever do feel like that, please pick up a phone or come here, contact a friend. Never stay alone when you are in despair, reach out. There are people who care and are willing to help. You are worth it.
I agree that you are a very talented writer. You express yourself excellent. You sound like you are in a very bad place right now and I want you to know that you are not alone. I don't know how familiar you are with the Al Anon program or this site, but this is a wonderful place full of caring people who understand like none other the pain one goes through when affected by an alcoholic/addict.
Why don't you share your story with us so we can offer you our experience, strength and hope. What brought you here? Keep sharing, keep reaching out......it helps us SO much when we realize that there are others who truley do understand and that no matter how alone we may feel, we are not alone once we find this program. You have a Higher Power who loves you more than words can say. Wether you know Him or not, He's there and He cares. You're going to be ok.
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Kathy S --
~*I trust my Higher Power that I am exactly where I am supposed to be in my life today.*~