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Oh my goodness, if you read my postings you know how wonderful my mom is. Today was one of the days she frustrated me to no end. She always calls me at work in the morning on Mondays and Fridays....(no boss in on those days, Mom's 82 and likes a schedule) So she asked what I was doing after work. I said going to the NEW Super WalMart....oh she said thought you stop by (30 minutes out of the way, then 20 minutes from her house to mine) No mom, really need to do the shopping. Three hours later she calls and says you have to come to my house....I asked why....she says ....Well, I went to the store and bought the Turkey for Thanksgiving and it won't fit in my freezer....ARRRRRGGGHHHHHHHH I couldn't believe it...I told her I would have to call her back. I know she is being giving, caring, but at the same time I was thinking controling.....Then my A called, he asked how my day was, I told him about Mom. He said well I can stop at Mom's on the way home!!!!! (tiny tiny miracle, he never volunteers to do things on my list) I was so relieved. So I can still go to WalMart. Then my A goes on to say, he has to get the rest of his stuff from his mom's tomorrow and wanted to know if I would take him there, don't have to stay, just drop him off so he can clean the downstairs where he stayed. But since we are going to be out, maybe we could stop and have BREAKFAST! Get the oil changed in my car, and he needs a haircut.....(tiny tiny miracle) So we will do that and then I have my own stuff to do tomorrow. He also mentioned his back is hurting and wondered if I wanted to maybe sit with him in the hot tub this weekend. WOW he is trying. Say a prayer, he keeps trying.
It sounds like you could use a (((((hug))))) just for surviving long enough to write this post, lol. Even though you sound a bit stressed in what you said, I still get the message loud and clear that you have found (once again) happiness. You and your situation inspire me and give me hope for a future with my ex, the "a". I read something once that I believe to be true... "Love takes off masks that we fear we cannot live without and know we cannot live within." Thank you for being here to share.
Mary, I'm new here. Just read your post. Not sure how to respond being I don't know you but believe me....I know I've been there. Hope to talk with you more.
That's quite a few (as u put it tiny) miracles, WOW!!!!
I'm so happy for you, the little things in life are SO important & it sounds like HP is getting through to your A... he is Blessed to have you... & U Blessed me by your share *brought joyful tears to my eyes & all*.
Yesterday I prayed in my step-father's apt (the pool house) I got a flash of *wsidmon/info* as it were from HP, to stop even trying to talk to him about anything. Prayers really do work - I pray for God's Divine Plan. I don't know if my dad's heart will ever "awaken" but it isn't my concern anymore, I can pray all I want & say everything I wish I could tell my A. God told me to STOP *** & now I feel such ecstacy (I think I found myself again, for the first time in 30 years!!!)
I am elated you have experienced so many miracles today, TFS!
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Light, Love, Peace, Blessings & Healing to Us All. God's Will Be Done. Amen.
