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I relaxed last night. My boys, 14 & 18 cooked dinner for me!!! It was nice since I don't walk in the house until almost 7:30pm after work. It was so nice just to eat dinner. Thanks to all that responded to my post as I need to just accept things and not question why. This morning as I read my daily from "Language of Letting Go" it talked of being gentle with myself. That sometimes I will want to cocoon, and that's okay. Then I did a random reading which talked of acceptance, just accepting things as they are, quit fighting it. I felt some serenity and peace. How nice is that? I came to work with a smile instead of the "now what" face. I paid a major bill and will be fine. I can take care of myself, sometimes I might need my HP to force things so that I stand up and take hole, but I know I can do it.
See, once a lousy day is over, there's another chance that the next one will be good.
As much as I love to cook, isn't nice that you have someone who will do it for you once in a while? Somehow, I don't think that I can teach the cat to cook! Oh well. I just gotta accept it.
Good for you for staying strong. Glad you're doing better. Be good to yourself.
Live strong, Karilynn
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