The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
The day has brought questions of my own choices. A counselor that worked at the treatment agency just emailed me and reinforced that I am right where I am supposed to be, that choices are made when they are supposed to be made if I didn't force things to happen but if they felt natural at the time.
My mother in-law just called to check on me. I said well, I am a little emotional right at the moment, it comes in waves, but other then that I'm okay. My girlfriend and her partner bought me flowers; I have never in 8 years received a bouquet of flowers from my A. She then asked me if my A was here. I said no...he said he was going there. She said okay, he never showed up there. More drama huh? I refuse to be pulled into it. I told her he is probably drowning his sorrows, I don't know where he could go, but he had taken most of his personal stuff, his clothes, toiletries, his breathing machine, his meds, etc.
My trip to see my new granddaughter will be postponed as now I have financial responsibilities to take care of, my son understands. Funny how two weeks ago I told my A, that I would not allow him to sabotage my trip to see my first grandchild....so it's not cancelled just postponed!!!
Keep taking good care of you. And as soon as you can go see your new grandbaby, GO girl :).
Babies are wondrous. They give us hope. They are so trusting and full of innocence to the world. They are the best!!! Don't miss that opportunity, (((friend)))
Maria123
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If I am not for me, who will be? If I am only for myself, then who am I? If not now, when?
