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Yesterday night wasn't that good. Well my husband said he was going to Quick Check and then when his boss called I went out side and there was no car. He had taken my car without saying he was going to take it. I was upset with him. His boss came to pick him up because he said he would be back. I was angry with him taking my car that I didn't have good judgement. I was very angry with him taking my car and when I did see him I lash out in front of his boss so it made matters worse. I was so upset with him taking my car that didn't have good judgement. So I say some things in front of his boss that I shouldn't of said. I was so upset that way the night had turned out. I was crying because of what happen. One because of him taking my car yet again. I don't think we will make it if he has he own vehicle I think he will be gone alot and I don't think I can handle it. I think it will be a nightmare. Well I know there is nothing I can do. But of course I worry. Well I went to get my med, went in the house came out and to get something out of my car and then it was gone. I knew or I thought my husband was working but I couldn't believe any one would steal that car it is load with junk. Well now my heart is going I mile a minute I called him no answer so now I am panick. Well sure enough he comes back with my car. Even though I was angry he took my car I was happy that it wasn't stolen by anyone. During the night he was acting very strange. Talking that I didn't understand what he was saying. For instance he told me he had to throw up and when I went to pull him up from the bed he wanted to know what I was doing and where I was bring him. This went on for a while until he finally feel a sleep.
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Hey everyone watch me grow. I go thru good & bad times. each day i am getting stronger.