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I'm recovering from bronchtis so am not feeling too hot. It doesn't surprise me that I got it again from all the stress or from local allergens that I haven't been exposed to yet. The job search will have to wait for a couple days until I can get enough fluid and rest to start properly.
OHSU is a nice enough place; it's way up in the hills and it takes a looooooooong time to get here so it's impractical to make the commute on a regular basis. They don't allow chat so I'll have to go back downtown or to Gresham (out east) and check in from there.
I did resume chiropractic care, which I badly needed. To my surprise my blood pressure was 118/72, lowest in years and an even bigger surprise after all i've been through. All this walking must be helping :)
All this has been coming so fast that I haven't had time to grieve. There may be a breakdown dead ahead; will just have to wait and see about that. I would rather it come now and be done with it. part of this, I realize, is loneliness and frustration in that I haven't found a true home base for anything except my car. All I can do is chase down leads as I get them (thanks t[oo] debilyn for this one)...
Once I'm feeling better, I will be making a WACO post...stands for Wack Ass Cultural Observations :)
Keep well my friend. It must be really hard for you but know that we care and are willing you on.Try to look on your illness and lonliness as just a blip - it wont last forever - things will improve. Hope to hear from you soon.
I wish things would work faster for you. I want you to have a roof over your head and a safe place to rest your body. I want you back at chat daily too. I am sure you want these things way more than I do too. I am not sure what your HP has planned but I hope it is something great and wonderful for you and that it happens soon. your friend, cdb :)
