It is all about me.
I have to be happy.
If I am thinking about my A and her problem then I am not working on what I am suppose to be working on.
Sometimes you just go backwards.
I need to focus on me and the kids.
I have let alcoholism stop my progress.
I have control of what I do and how I react.
I own my life and what I make of it.
It is hard when you have 4 kids and need to do what is best for them even if it makes them sad.
If it weren't for the kids this would have been over long ago.
I am going to focus on the good even if it kills me.
Just needed to vent.
tullemars wrote: If I am thinking about my A and her problem then I am not working on what I am suppose to be working on.
Thanks, I needed to hear this today to!