Ive been having migraines for months, could be a year.  Im finally on the 3rd doctor, who with lots of bloodwork will see if the cause is from a tic borne illness.  Im so tired of the headaches on a daily basis.   Im tired of lots of things, from the political climate to my brother fighting cancer.  And I find myself over and over reaching into my recovery toolbox to help me through this difficult time.  Im finding if I rely on the tools, I can get myself out of depression and into gratitude.  Its not that Im perfect at this, but I give myself credit for trying my hardest.  With luck and HP, Ill get some answers this week ahead.  Its certainly time for answers.