I can relate to this and would just shut down sometimes and then be accused of being cold or not a very good communicator. The funny thing is my husband is not even an A just runs in his family like mine and he has unresolved cycles that I find myself attracted to. Since I left the blinders keep coming off slowly and I am realizing just how much chaos I let back into my life. I do enjoy taking my dogs on walks and getting out into nature to clear my head and keep myself in a healthy mind set. I've learned about myself that I am not good at detaching with love. Maybe it's the codependent in me, or my lapse in letting my program work slip thinking I was magically cured. Alas I am reminded of this program that requires me to continually do the work and be mindful of my own sickness. I can't fix my broken mind with my own broken mind. That is why I am digging back into the daily readers and keeping my head in my program. I have found working out and reading has helped me to get back on track. Sending you love and support on your journey!