The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
This is going to be very short as I don't want to reveal too much at this time. More will be revealed as I take another step towards recovery. I am going through the roughest time of my entire life. Remember the decision I had to make before? It is coming closer to that ill-fated day. I was hospitalized when I was 19--36 years ago & this looks like far worse to me. I don't feel safe right now. My 56th birthday is Saturday & I have never dreaded having a birthday before. Tomorrow is another day but I feel very unstable at this time. Actually for over two years, I was able to function fairly well. Time has taken its toll.
It may be time to say goodbye. At least for now. If I am able, I will get on here when I can. I want to be a part of this wonderful place to share & care about others.
Hugs Kathleen. I truly hope things turn out for the best no matter how scary they seem at the moment. I too hope to hear from you again with better news.
((((Kathleen)))))) A loving higher power is with you. Wishing you sanity and serenity as you come through the other side of this. Hope to have you back with us when it feels right for you. TT
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