The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
This is going to be very short as I don't want to reveal too much at this time. More will be revealed as I take another step towards recovery. I am going through the roughest time of my entire life. Remember the decision I had to make before? It is coming closer to that ill-fated day. I was hospitalized when I was 19--36 years ago & this looks like far worse to me. I don't feel safe right now. My 56th birthday is Saturday & I have never dreaded having a birthday before. Tomorrow is another day but I feel very unstable at this time. Actually for over two years, I was able to function fairly well. Time has taken its toll.
It may be time to say goodbye. At least for now. If I am able, I will get on here when I can. I want to be a part of this wonderful place to share & care about others.
Hugs Kathleen. I truly hope things turn out for the best no matter how scary they seem at the moment. I too hope to hear from you again with better news.
