The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I am struggling this morning. Sleep is minimal. I have been here before. It feels uncomfortable but I do have choices. My Mom dying has greatly effected me if course but now it comes down to me & working the program. I will trust in my Higher Power to help me through this but I have to do the footwork. I know I am never alone. Sometimes I have fake it to make it. It goes beyond just knowing it will get better but I have to believe it. Time will tell. My faith will get stronger. I am convinced that today I have to live one minute at a time. It is another journey to wellness.
{{{Hoot Nanny}}} The 4 yr anniversary of my mom's death is on Wednesday. Your loss is new. You have my utmost sympathy. My 15 yr old dog has serious heart and kidney issues. I am already grieving her loss and cried on and off the other day for the entire morning. A new loss (or anticipation) can stir up all the old ones. I truly understand and yes recently I'm taking one minute at a time or one hour at a time. I led my zoom F2F on Tuesday night and read and spoke on "hope." Hope to feel better, right?