The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I guess more is going to be revealed as the days go by! I know that if God is in my corner, I can't do wrong. I have peace that passes understanding & joy unspeakable. I am so grateful! Life is good! I don't have a lot of complaints except my AH is still going through something. I guess I need a little tune up for now. I am facing difficult challenges, but I am dealing w/ them full on.
How do I put it into words? I could sit here for hours to get the right words out. In the meantime, I wait for the answers through prayer. I have to try to limit my sharing. I spend a lot of time on here searching for answers. When in doubt I look up!
So that is just a fraction of what is going on.
Much more will be revealed as I go on my journey to wellness.
Kathleen - so great to hear - you seem very aligned with your HP and spiritual program.....For me, I do feel the most serenity when I am 'here'! I recall many, many years ago dreading life and getting up each day. I went to bed fearful and anxious, and woke up pretty much the same. Recovery has given me a power greater than myself to align with and today, I am one who literally is thrilled to be present upon awakening! I believe an attitude of gratitude and a desire to be of service helps me to have a better motto today - The Best is Yet To Come! No matter how serene/joyful I am today, I believe this as I truly believe that my HP wants me to be happy, joyous and free!
Keep doing you girl - looks awesome! (((Hugs)))
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene
My friend is in the hospital. Lung damage, on steroids & throwing up. She is a 12 stepper & has been for years. She has been in my life for a long time. I hope someone sees this. I might lose her!
I am hanging in there! Hopefully my friend will be discharged soon. I am kind of nervous for her. I am nervous for me. Anyhow, her husband is going to take me to the bank. My husband is mowing the lawn today. It is cool enough right now but who knows how it will be later.
So, here I sit at the library. I am still grateful though, even if is as small as a mustard seed, I have faith.
Betty! Thanks for the vote of confidence. I too believe in the idea that the best is yet to come! It has been horrible at times but now that I see w different eyes, both figuratively & literally I can really see progress & growth. Thanks fellow MIPers! You are all an inspiration to me & for me!
