The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I have been missing my mom lately. I haven't talked to her in sometime. It is going to get cold here & I may feel the coldness the most. My mom is safe in a hospital & has not contacted me at all. I had to find out from a friend where she is. I am suffering from a bit of guilt getting rid of her stuff & being a part of sealing her fate. No I don't think I am wiser than God. He knows what she needs & her needs will be met.
I am struggling w the past present & future. Sometimes I feel nervous for myself.
I am going to have to practice the Program full force if I am going to stay sane.
(((Hoot))) - hang in there and I too am sending tons of positive thoughts and prayers your way....I do believe your plan to lean into the program is a great one - has never failed me before!!
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene
((( Hugs))) I relate, as the anniversary of my Mom's passing was a few weeks ago and my Dad's is tomorrow. I miss them so much and I've been feeling a little uncertain and vulnerable the past few weeks. Doing my best to be gentle with myself. Sending you positive thoughts and prayers.
Hugs and prayers too HN. It is a hard thing going through and dealing with the personal items during times like you are dealing with. So glad you are here!
