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Calm Lady


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Having recently been through a tough period of growth and out pouring of inner poison that had been stuck inside me festering and rotting. Stinking!

I wanted to share that now a few days later a great feeling of lightness, cleanliness has settled in.

Like I have scrubbed out the muck and dirt inside me.

I feel light as a feather. Very strong too. Strong in a beautiful, flexible, warm strong gentle way. Not strong in a harsh rigid cold way.

It had started to settle down in me then last night an enormous outpouring happened to my sponsor. it was a vomit of poison coming out of my depths. Sorry to be so indelicate but I want to share an accurate description.

I felt dreadful, then suddenly. It was gone. I was empty and clean.

Free.

This has been by far the hardest part of my journey so far. Very worth it though. I am very grateful.

Onwards. Smile. Thank you all for being here.

 

 

 

 

 

 



-- Edited by Calm Lady on Thursday 8th of December 2016 04:21:34 AM

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Grateful to put the heavy weight down.

 

 

 
milkwood


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Thank you Calm Lady,

I feel moved by your words and reassured by the serenity that is filling the space you've made. Powerful share.

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hotrod


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Great ESH Calm lady I can identify . Glad that you have a sponsor to share the journey with.

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Iamhere


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(((Calm Lady))) - powerful share - thanks for being a part of my journey!

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