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How is this done ? After listening to my addicts and seeing them day in day out their talk being mostly about where,how what ever in to get to a doctor or find them a doctor to get what they call their meds,to keep from getting or being dope sick ,even my next door neighbors are in it,it's like it's their existence is to stay well ,them kind of doctors are hard to find,and when the addict does find a subotex or suboxon doctor their strict which is for a reason but their there to help them get off the opiats not to live on the subotex,it's like a game to me listening to my addicts,it's the insanity of it all I guess ,I'm just on the sidelines hearing it not always easy to walk away ,I just want to scream out ,stop it I'm sick and tired of hearing all that crap its hogwash when their plans are to stay on it for life.maybe I should change my address,my name and start over way off in my world of my own with no addicts or a to ever have to deal with.dont sound right.i may be getting way off of my topic here dunno,,,,,,,,,,,,esh is welcome,,,,,,,I know this program takes time ,lots of time for some of us,still on step one and working it at a snails pace,,,,,,hugs lu
LU Keeping my side of the street clean requires that I am honest about how I feel without being rude. I can do this by keeping focus on my life, having a plan for each day and working it, regardless of what others do or say. Most importantly I refuse to waste my life and time talking about nonsense .
They have their focus and I must not abandon my own, find healthy outlets and use them . Exercising, going for a hike, reading, meditations, meetings etc.
Good Luck.
