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He left didn't say bye or nothing or anything to anybody just up and left,ha,yes that hurt,and I thought I'd get a bye talk to you later at least,that was a blow,I locked my doors,and want to cry.guess he thought it didn't matter ,ha.im not getting it I guess just got to get past these hurt feelings of feeling like I don't even matter to him,its not me qtip,it's his useing that matters the most and when he got here he was looking sick,but still that was unecceptable behavior,of him to leave without saying a thing.disrespectful toward me,yes I want to throw a tantrum.......hugs ,,,had to vent a bit again.ive got a diary going here.for future reference ,it's really seems a bit spooky to go back and read all my posts here from over the years.nothing has changed only got worser,letting go seems to be getting somewhat easier,since I e had to do it so many times still hurts though,my thinking is I prolly should cut off all contact with him then he couldn't run over me anymore,but I just haven't got to that point yet but I will,I'm enjoying him not living here anymore I think,lol,yea I miss the ole gizzard,but not the behavior and his mess I don't ,I hated him for what all he done to me then tried to turn the blame on me ,which I did fuss on him lots cause he was acting crazy..........done....Ty ....lu
I'm sorry for what you're going through. I definitely know what it's like to struggle with the departure of a loved one. Sending you positive thoughts. All my best.
((((Looking)))) trying to make sense into insanity is the crazy making...Remember he is not in right minded condition either...how much worse it would be if you were also on the chemicals? Ask HP to keep you and he in the palms of his hands and his heart and call members of you program as you have done here and go talk with your sponsor and listen, listen, listen....((((hugs)))))
