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My thoughts are .....your not working,don't work,you got it made here just constantly studying on where his next hit is gonna come from or how he is gonna afford it ,beer in my fridge ,and not a cent for a pack of cigs,I feel played like a fiddle ,and he ain't letting up,. Now my thinking is I'm sick of this ,he has been told to move out,he remodeled my bathroom o he uses that at how much it would have cost me to hired someone to do it,,he considers that his pay for staying here,and that I just used him to do things fix things ,but I'm not buying into it,his mess his life is like it is,I got my life to live and it's not to be all enmeshed up into his life either,this bf and gf thingy don't benefit me in the least,sure I got a new cabinet built etc,but I also got a lot of headaches ,sick stomach,and losing myself along with it getting bathroom done,still ain't completed but I just told him I'm not careing,finished or not,he said he got the main thing done,which he should,so far I haven't backed down,good for me, I'm trying to hang in there sticking to my guns ,he is very busy right now in my house,cleaning etc,he hates giving it up and prolly try and stay,who wouldn't want this life here that's a dope ,junky addict,why this is the perfect place to live. My bad. I'm hateing this sucking up mess he putting on..........venting again,my life I guess,,,,,,hugs Lu, Any esh esh is welcome .