The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I can't stop the obsessive behaviors that I've managed to have my whole life. No matter how my brain tells me to stop, my heart leads me to more and more trouble. My qualifier, who's been in recovery for 9 years, told me that I'm selfish, I only want what I want, no matter what detriment it may bring to his life.
I'm devastated, which of course, was obsessive too.
I just want to get better, and stop behaving this way.
If you believe that you have had these obsessive behaviors all your life and its interfering with your daily life. Have you ever spoken to a professional about this issue? You may want too.
Even you wanting to be better is a step in the right direction.