I started my morning this morning on a positive note.  I have a lot of questions about my HP and sometimes have a lot of trouble handing things over to Him, but I know for a fact that He has Blessed my life in so many ways.

I have a wonderful home.  It's a double wide mobile home, but it's four bedrooms and very large.  We are almost finished remodeling.  It's a stable home for my chidlren to grow up so they don't have to move, leave their memories and friends, school many times the way I had to.  I have three wonderful children whom I live with all of my heart.  They are a joy and truly so much fun to be around.  I have learned so much over the years that I truly become a better mother each day.  My husband has a job and is able to provide for us.  I could not have hand-picked better in-laws.  I am of sound mind (mostly) and body.  I am healthy.  My HP has given me the desire and potential to finish school and earn my degree.  He's given me the desire to lose weight and become healthier.  He's given me the desire to better myself as a person.  I have a wonderful mastif named Daisy and Tiny Toy Yorkie named Mr. Piddles.  They are great company.  I have the gift of wanting to help others and my volunteer job as a Guardian ad Litem is going very well.  It is allowing me to ease the caseload of others and provide comfort and support to abused children.  I have a wonderful family. My parents are alive.  My HP has always provided for me nad my children.  He has always protected us and kept us from harm.  My daughter can't be with me right now, but for today she is safe and well.  My HP provides comfort to me when I am hurting so bad I feel as if I am going crazy missing her.  My HP lets me catch glimpses of the man I fell in love with so I don't end up hating him.  He has watched over my husband and protected him from serious harm.  He has sent amazing people into my life over the years to comfort me and teach me life's lessons.  I am truly grateful.  Thank you to each of you who take the time to help me on this long journey and offer support, wisdom and a kick in the butt when I need it.  (Thank you for calling me on it when I say I am fine!).  I pray for each of you, comfort and peace for the day.  May your HP give you strength and wisdom to get through the day, insight and love.  (((((Hugs to each of you)))))