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Divirce papers should be ready in a week. Im feeling odd. I dont belong anywhere. Im staying at house until something is legally binding. . In about another week. I have everything moved but me, my clothes and wellmy daughter. Sges not helping. . Didnt expect she would. . Jyst not sure how to proceed on THAT day. My furnitire and karger possessions will be movedby moving co at a later date. Part if that is my driveway and the other is im trying to.minimize the disruption to my daughters "home" that imleaving. She is to be with me 3 1/2 days. .Right niw she wont even talk about it let alone go to my "new home". .and she loves where im going but not now. And then theres the holidays. .I have NO desire.soon to be xah keeps asking if i will get a tree with them as a family. . No. But im struggling to know how to nit make this a rotten holiday season for my kiddo. That said . Im tired if faking it so i do nothong. Im not sure how im supposed to act, think or feel. Nothing seems ok. .Confortable or right. . Thanks for listening
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When all else fails...there is Faith, Hope and Prayer.
One foot in front of the other. That is how I progressed at spots like you are in. Of course you are out of sorts but you dont seem to be in a panic. You seem better in many ways. I like that you are acknowledging and honoring your feelings more.