Yesterday was ah's birthday and he was able to remain sober enough to take us to a movie/diner. It was that old agravation which i tried so hard to detach from. He made us late cause he had to have 1/2 beer prior and then to my silent horor i discovered they sold beer/wine in the movies! Well, I hadnt been to one in about 10 yrs. so he had to have 1/2 beer so he could use his puffer in car to drive. movie was excellent[ The Martian] food not so good. thank goodness there was a waiter to talk to as i had nothing to say to ah.

cant wait to face to face meeting tomorow night. im the leader.

feeling still strong although doc is putting me on pre diabetes meds