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here are some miracles and some misery i had today
AH's brother called me and actually was borderland polite to me regarding my AH who after 14 days in still in the fair's motel. ah is now in the horrible stage of his binges, weak,dizzy,cant walk or stand,electrolytes veirtually gone and hasnt had his reg meds for 12 days. my bro says that the hotel should call parametics, he will refuse to go..
cause believe it or not,the hospital wont let him smoke. hed rather smoke than live i think..very small lol....
3 cs[ i cant cure,control,change him] no matter how sad i am..he doesnt have to worry because i do...but im trying not to..
brother in law offered to pick him up but he refused.
i have gotten some bad lmph nodes or something so have to go to the doctor
miracle is that my alanon group had given me cash to get lirature ordered and the order went through on my credit card so i can use the money to get to the doctor
miracle is ah and i had tickets to see van halen tomorow but since he is not well..i gave them to bro in trade for a ride to the doctor
finally as of 6pm...i have my face to face alanon meeting tonight yeah!!
bro is also taking me on a apt finding trip in 2 wks and taking me to my doc apt following wk. he is an angel . Actually he is my sister in heavens husband but we are so close, i call him my brother
Way to take care of you! So sorry that you're stuck in a loop but you are armed with some tools now. Keep up with the self care, detachment, etc. My hope is your visit to the doctor's goes well and all is good!
(((hugs)))
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene
Wow that reads like a fast moving movie. Hope you can arrive at what is yours and what is not and then what you can hand over to your HP. I'm praying for me and will add you also. ((((hugs))))
Alyce, sorry to hear this sad news and equally glad you have Al-anon and the program to keep you on an even keel. Prayers for you for good health results! {{HUGS}}
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"Forgiveness doesn't excuse bad behavior, but it
does prevent bad behavior from destroying your heart". ~ unknown
