The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I am still hanging in. Less than two weeks to go. I am still anxious a bit but I know it will be alright. I am so grateful for all of you & your support. A lot of people have been praying for me & I really appreciate it.
Sometimes I want to scream or cry or whatever I am feeling at the moment. My emotions are very raw sometimes. I feel like I wish my dad was still here to give me support. I need him in time like these. Right now I am not even sure how to feel. I just want to be content w/ what I have & go w/ that. I have to remember where I came from & how far I have been. My walk in life has been trying. I wish I could focus more on the good things but some days are just so hard to deal w/. I just don't want to be on the pity pot.
So, today I am OK. I can live w/ that. When memories start coming in, I will replace them w/ better more productive thoughts. I know better. When I know better, I do better.
Thanks for your share! I've got positive thoughts and tons of prayers heading your way! Your count-down is on - so great that relief will be soon!
May you find peace between then and now and know that we're all pulling for you!
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Practice the PAUSE...Pause before judging. Pause before assuming. Pause before accusing. Pause whenever you are about to react harshly and you will avoid doing and saying things you will later regret. ~~~~ Lori Deschene
