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I just wanted to say that I actually went through the day yesterday without crying all day long! Early yesterday morning, deep inside, I heard - "Just give it to God". God was speaking to me and I knew it! A beautiful peace covered me inside and out! I can breath again! You know, just like our sick loved ones can't do this without God...NEITHER CAN WE!!!!! I'm apparently just as hard headed as my son! I'm grateful that God is so patient with me! I feel like a new person!
Thank you for sharing that. Our service on Sunday was about that very thing. My daughter thought I had fallen off the deep end because I was crying so hard. It's when I realized how much I have tried to rely on myself, to control everything in my life. I know that I need to REALLY trust in God and hand my luggage over to him. His grace will come and peace will follow. I pray you will have another dry eyed day!
Ris when I first posted on this board I noticed that I was really crying a lot which is definitely not how I normally am. I remember posting that I was sick of crying. I now realize that I was actually healing. I think it was because I was not overwhelmed and feeling all alone after having so many people who I had never met support me on this board. Luv Leo x
I'm grateful that God is so patient with me! I feel like a new person!