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Today was a better day & I'm feeling stronger in myself. I know when I reach out in pain, not only is it a release of it all but then it quiets my mind & I can usually get an answer or sign from HP. When I feel helpless or lost, & call on God i can feel those under your skin shivers... I wonder if they are angel's wings?
Thank You God for giving me this voice & the will to perservere, I realize You have carried me for a long time but I'm getting my legs back. I know all comes from You. You have Blessed me with understanding & I am grateful to be able to hear You. Amen.
I just got back w/ an old flame, so I am taking it very, very slowly. Last month I told God I wasn't ready for a relationship & in HP's infinite humor, has proved me wrong again
All I can handle is today & all I can do, is work on me. But the self-protection that is coming from the self-love is a nice surprise, I never knew what it meant to protect myself emotionally or love myself. Each day is new & I am open to learning & experiencing wtvr it is that God has in store for me. I am positive that I am getting closer to some real wonderful experiences in my life.
It is already a huge burden lifted to only focus on me & surrender others to God & the Divine Plan. I can do nothing without God, all I can do is be willing to be used as clay.
God Bless Us All, love, -K
p.s. Maybe some prayers shouldn't be answered... I ask for God's will be done on Earth.
-- Edited by kitty at 05:26, 2006-01-26
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Light, Love, Peace, Blessings & Healing to Us All. God's Will Be Done. Amen.
Kitty said "Each day is new & I am open to learning & experiencing wtvr it is that God has in store for me. I am positive that I am getting closer to some real wonderful experiences in my life."
LOL @ HP proving you wrong again. Maybe in your new state of mind, you'll be able to full enjoy your rekindled flame. Enjoy it, One Date at a Time.
Now I'm wondering if there is a market for a daily reader for those dating. LOL Just kidding, always find ways to apply (or attempt to apply, progress not perfection) the program to areas outside of my A.
Bob
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You are a perfect child of God and God and I love you just the way you are! (added by me...in that special alanon way)
KITTY________All I can handle is today & all I can do, is work on me. But the self-protection that is coming from the self-love is a nice surprise, I never knew what it meant to protect myself emotionally or love myself. Each day is new & I am open to learning & experiencing wtvr it is that God has in store for me. I am positive that I am getting closer to some real wonderful experiences in my life.
ROSIE______ way to GO, girlfriend.....now that guy BETTER treat U as a princess or i am gonna "come up side his head" with a crow bar.....and yes, it is GR8 when i notice that i am willing to protect me and not be paranoid, but just self love/ protection.....being WILLING to take my time and OBSERVE the signs....so i can RUN if things are not right!!!!! love ya, R
Your post was so comforting for me to read just now. I wish I would have read it before I just posted about living with a rageaholic for some answers were in your post now that touched my heart. I feel so happy for you and I see how self love does heal us and make our lives better. I just know good things are in store for you! You are truly blessed! ((((kitty)))) cdb xoxoxoxoxoxo
