Today was a hard day. I found out later in the day I didn't take all my meds right. So when my husband asked me to buy something for him that is going to be alot of money. I started to flip out and all my program went out the window. Then he walk out the door.

Then I went out with my frineds to dinner and talked to them and felt better. We went to a meeting. Which was very nice to be with them. Then I came home and the door was locked so I figure that my husband was still out. Sure enough I came in side and both of the room he would be in were dark. I asked his son if he was home he said no that if never came back when he walked out. His son called his father/my husband to ask him where he was and he said he was by his friends house that is a couple of towns over. Well I said to his son he got himself there and now he can get himself home. I do miss my husband but he didn't even tell me where he was going he just walked out. SO I am hoping he doesn't want me to go get him.

I have not even called him myself to see where he is or when he is planning on getting home. Which is a very hard thing.