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I had a great nights sleep last night - and only remember ONE dream which was an amazing dream...
I dreamt that I was walking down the road heading to someplace far and a limo drove by. I stared at it trying to figure out if there was a wedding party in it or someone famous or just people. The limo stopped and waited for me - so I went up to it and the driver offered for me to get in and he would take me to where I was going. I got in and there was a bride in the car with her back turned to me. She appeared very sad and scared. I started thinking about my ex-best friend who got married in May and who I was tremendously hurt by because after knowing her for 20 years she did not include me in her bridal party and I realized that I was holding onto a friendship that didnt exist anymore. Then the bride picked up a cell phone and announced to noone - "I wish I had Cynthia's new number" and I spoke up and said "I'm right here". The bride turned around and it was my ex best friend. The dream continued where I explained to her that I thought God had made this situation occur where I ended up in this limo with her because we both needed each other right now. End of dream...
I havent spoken to her since May at her wedding where I brought my ex with me surprising her that we were even dating. She was so excited for us because she knew for the last 8 years we truly belonged together. She tried to contact me after to get the scoop but I ignored her because I felt the friendship was over. Interesting I would dream about her...