The material presented
here is not Al-Anon Conference Approved Literature. It is a method
to exchange
information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
I have some growing pains going on inside me. My sponsor who I love to death is helping me but it is hard to do. I am going to do what she asks me because I want to get better. Like writing done all my obessives thought. I am planning on getting a notebook because I have alot of obessive thoughts. Writing down every time I want to call my husband. That is where the growing pains start. This is going to be a very hard thing to do. Because I love to call him all the time. But when I read how many times I try to call him I know I am going to be shocked. But my sponsor has alot of years so I know she is telling me is the right way. But of course it is going to be hard.
THANKS TO MY SPONSOR
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Hey everyone watch me grow. I go thru good & bad times. each day i am getting stronger.
Recovery is painful but it comes with joy. I too obsess about my husband sometimes to the point of every hour on the hour. It isn't good him and it certainly isn't good for me.