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level.
I am not looking forward to today. I am extrememly worried about my a. We got a letter in the mail yesterday about his latest law stuff. They want to make a deal, but it isn't a good deal. He was upset, but acted alright to begin with. By 1:00 this morning he was all down and depressed and saying it wasnt' any use the whole cycle was just going to start again.
I told him he had already proved the cycle didn't have to start again, because instead of going out and getting drunk last night he went to church.
I just don't know how he's going to do today--being alone with his mind.
I know there isn't anything I can do about it. I can just pray and be patient and love him.
I just wish for different things! (I know we all do!)
Anyway I just wanted to share and ask you guys to pray that I can concentrate on work and taking care of me and can deal with whatever I find when I get home today.