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information, ideas, feelings, problems and solutions on a personal
level.
Yesterday was a good night. That is sad that I have to say that. I hate having to worry that each day he might be drinking and giving me a hard time. He said yesterday that he is going to go to a meeting, but today when I see it I will believe it. I am trying to have faith but unless he walks in the door of the aa meeting I will not believe. When it reaches 10:00 at night and I know that the liquor stores or close then that is when I can relax. That is sad but true I worry all the up to that point I know there is nothing I can do about what he does but I don't want him coming in a yelling at me and giving me a hard time.
I am glad though this time I am not alone and I have people that I here for me. I got a sponsor this time and a best friend (Megan) that has helped me. I will try and think minute by minute that I there is nothing I can do. But I am still nervous.
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Hey everyone watch me grow. I go thru good & bad times. each day i am getting stronger.
