There are many times when I doubt the existance of anything that cares what goes on in this world, let alone in my life. Being agnostic, doubt comes easily to me, belief is difficult.

But when I think of how someone guided me to Alanon, when my life was at its darkest, I reflect on times when the words and music of certain songs have given me courage to go on with life , when it might have been easier to give up, I remember that I am encouraged by the honesty of people who share their innermost thoughts in Alanon meetings week after week, year after year. I am aware that ,,deep down, there is a part of me that wants what is good for "ME", that pushes me to seek peace, happiness, direction, and wholeness in my life.

When I feel far away from a Higher Power , I have to listen very carefully. I listen at meetings, I listen to music, I listen to the wisdom that comes through our literature, and I try to be open to what I hear. I never know where a message will come.

Every now and again,,take a good look at something not made with hands----- a mountain,,a star,,, the turn of a stream. There will come to you wisdom and patience and solace and, above all the assurance that you are not alone in the world.

Keep coming back,,it works if YOU work it,,and YOU are Worth it!