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The day before yesterday, was a disaster visit. I was so wiped out. I actually let him borrow a total of $29 which he WILL give back. He is having a harder andharder time to get to work and the other day admitted he was an alcoholic and needed professional help, but added ME to the list of both if us that need professuonal help. I am and have been seeing docs & specialists--wanted to tell him to stay in his own sandbox, so-to-speak. I said to him go get that help then. I will worry about me. I realized a lot at that moment that he really is controlling. Not going to give him any money, even if he helps me out. He knows I am practically broke. I am a dope to him. But at least a dope trying to get better. Setting up some nice plans for many f2f meetings this weekend from someone special in this group. I feel pretty good about me today. Not a lot of pain, and I am slowly cutting back on the cigarettes. I hope everyone is all right. God bless you
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This is HippieTrippieChick Signing Off
Be blessed and have a wonderful day.
Remember God loves you.
PEACE
