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Hey all cloud here aka Clud---lol Tyler and I are doing good I have had a few problems here and there and I started to rip open after the steri strips came open on this past Sat after a fri nite snow storm and the walks stairs and the parking lot and even the friggen road was not plowed my mom parked at the bottom of my road a hill walked up and I had to fo though 11 in. of snow after a c-sec lol to go to the hosp. leaking blood and fluid from my surgery site it was a blast but HOW THE HECK IS EVERYONE ???? GOd I have missed you all and Icould not get the board to work forgot my old password and I have a new e-mail now and omg looking for my high power you all got him busy and he gave me a beautiful baby boy tyhis month I think I am on hold for a bit Yes I still have a somewhat personality Maria told me you guys are fab.....and I read your posts she e-mailed me and I just got a b-day pres from Tims mom a 8.0 mega pix.digi cam so I can post Tylers pics I had a shitty cam and I take shitty pics and the one I did have was him brest feeding of the too of us lol and this is a family show stay tunned for my naughty moms take over site J/K Tyler came home @ 6lbs 5oz. and has gained 9 oz. since the9th and mom has lost 17lbs since delivery 40 more to go I wish....so I can eat ice cream at KIMballs with maria....well still have to lay downoff and on so this draining continues had spiked a fever SUN and MON and after off and on in the hosp 3 and 1/2 weeks screw that place let me be....See my Doc in the am ojk Norbert in Texas hug davey for me Maria I love you Sb aka Nipular I love you Buzz aka Goat boy kisses Blue I love you 2 and your Tyler my lil man *wink Josey girl u dah bomb omg now that I stole too much space MIP I think you all Rock my old family and too all you newbies live for today for tommorrow may never come seek faith in your self first most you can beat this and I now can say the drink our A strives for or strives to stay away from I understand a lil more I quit smiking 4 weeks ago this WeNS. and OMG I am like helllllllp so I have had a taste of damn this is hard...You will never have a better support team then these ppl. here on mip but need your f2f meetings too I left a 14 yr marriage jumped into a new relationship due to my spouse my A not being able to give up his drink now I have a new man a new baby all in a 14 mo seperation and a divorce pending...my life has changed for the better but what it comes down too you have a choice when you feel you have none you are not the cause but in the middle at times I started here 2 yrs ago this past feb. found a sponser who actually is not to far from me in true life one of the best strongest women I have ever met when my hope and soul left me she held my hand and the family here got me over the bridge...I love you guys (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((MIP))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I can't repay the sanity I have but if I can reach one person then I have gained.....My life and my children are happy and MY A though I hated to part what I invested so hard to keep true to for better or worse is my friend...Now I can choose if I want to be there and at times I am at times I am not...and I can love him still and I do but he is not the man I need as my spouse but I do need in my life Good luck all hope your families are fine and remember Keep comming it works if you work it.....Love Cloud Rae Ann
