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When now you are aware that you have been asleep, caught-up, un-aware, drinking, stuffing, now in recovery from drinking, enabling.... Now how do you find out who you really really are....methods, readings, ESH....Id like to here it all. Thank You....Oldergal
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Don't Worry About Growing Old, It Is A Privilege For Some Of Us.....
i woke up because my stomach told me so, literally...then i listened more to my body and my instincts...i t was like i needed to scream STOOOOOOOOP...i was pushed and let me pushed and pushed myself that far that i couldn't go any further, break-down, battery low, burn out, call it whatever you like...it was a feeling...my innate feeling. so I thought it was time i started listening to ME again, not others, me me me,....so yes right now, it is alll about me, i start with me...i listen to ME...so much that the A in my life calls me f*** selfish...and i start taking that as a compliment and as a sign that things are changing, that I'm changing. I still feel guilty to hurt others or him, I still don't feel so much guilty that I let myself hurt so much .... but it's a start....in the country where I live, people say...slowly...eat slowly, walk slowly, go slowy...so i go..slowly, listening to me....guess what: i have more to say than i thought i had, surprise. And I like what i'm hearing.that's new, I'm falling in love, maybe, with Me,i will be back for others soon maybe, but for now, i take care of me.
it's time!